Christian

It's little close to a year siince there is a new post. Tonight I felt led to write down my thoughts.
A year ago, I was with God, how naive of me to think that's the furthest i could go. To think everything is alright, great and 'just bring it' attitude. It's no doubt great and sincere, but was it really leading me closer to God?? I do not know. But looking back from now, I doubt it. I've grown alot just over a year time. So much maturity has entered me through the grace of Jesus Christ, my saviour. How i look back now and thank God for the trials, temptations, and but not least, perseverance.

Judging other Asians on my campus was great for me, setting them apart persecuting them was righteousness in me. Fooled by the image in the mirror, thinking that's so Christian, but what it really was, nothing but a sickened selfish grace.

Listening and learning, trying to inch my way to hot intensity. Intensity... INTENSITY! MUSCLED FIST, gospel crisp, "Godly" acts, it all seems so hot and right in human sight, perceiving only human might. Little that i know, God's heart is true intensity, without it, is pure calamity.

But that's not the end, no story is worth telling if it doesn't glorify You. How your love and grace resonates within me, giving a vision for my people, your people. How Your heart became my heart, Your will my desire, and Your plan my will.
I long to see asian culture REDEEMED! Passion among asians! Relationships RESTORED! LIGHT in the deepest presence of darkness!.... Asians around Your feet. Amen.

Thank you God, for allowing me to write my first spoken word, or at least, something like it. I aknowledge your creativity in creating us, and therefore am not suprise of this piece, but showing great gratitude for using me to glorify your name.